learn to forget!

I remember that day...

the day that i was fell in love with him..

a guy who is really kind, very sweet and funny person that keeps me smiling..

since then, i always thinking of him, always wish to be with him and to have him.

he really inspired me!

i tried my best to get closer to him.

i can't explain my happiness and super "kilig tlga" every time i saw him.

kaya nga..

kapag nakikita ko sya nagpapapicture ako sa kanya to have a remembrance..

every new pics nmen ilang beses ko yun tinititigan, kulang nlng matunaw yung picture...

and everytime n may nkikita ako n mas close s kanya,, i get jealous ! kahit HINDI NAMAN KAMI !

one day..

i planned to tell my feelings to him..

but when i opened my fb account..

as in unang bungad tlga sken..

"HE IS IN A RELATIONSHIP"

and when i look to his fb...

his primary photo is his girlfriend !

nung nakita ku yun..

i can't explain my feelings..

parang gusto kong umiyak, mainis and i feel nervous and i got very jealous !

NAGSESELOS AKO KAHIT HINDI NAMAN KAMI!

parang tanga lng d ba?!

nanghihinayang talaga akooo !

dapat sinabi ko nlng pla sa kanya !

kahit ideny ko ! IT REALLY HURTS ME AND STILL I'M THINKING OF HIM !
EVERYTHING GOES NOTHING!

I NEED TO WAKE UP AND LEARN TO FORGET MY FEELINGS TO HIM ! 

hindi man nya nalamang I SECRETLY ADMIRED AND LOVE HIM!

FEELING NA BROKENHEARTED PERO NEVER NAGING KAMI !
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